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Question: Strange body reaction on cocaine?
(Posted by: 22Custard on 2010-03-09 03:06:05)
So, last time it was a little different than usual. I was waiting for the euphoric reaction but there was none... instead I was plain pissed at everyone and everything, thinking I'm the only one to "work " properly and what not (that's not strange, but the good feeling was missing). Also, I didn't notice my usual creativity flow, but instead I had a feeling of awareness towards that I'm just not productive right now. Hard to explain. So, later on I got really depressed (the usual break down after) and I just went to bed, couldn't sleep for 1h and then slept pretty well. Got up several hours later again to be even more depressed, had a nice thing happening though and suddenly I felt all good, like the rush of endorphine came just now. I went to bed again later and slept totally lovely, I was all refreshed and relaxed in the morning (just slept for 4h again) and I still feel pretty lovely about everything. What's with this? Lol... usually the good feeling comes within a few minutes of taking the coke, now it took ages to come and doesn't seem to leave...so far. Is that strange or has anyone experienced something like that before? Just adding... I don't need your advice on quitting blah blah. I want an actual answer to my question so please don't tell me coke is bad, oh really, like I wouldn't be aware of that. Now that's an answer! I trust the person I got it from as I haven't had any "bad " (well, it's not bad as it is now, rather "unusual) experiences before. I usually do lines of 60mg, I did the same amount yesterday. I don't do it too often; once in 1- 2 months perhaps. I wasn't drinking any alcohol with it. I'm not on any medication. You could have bothered to write properly, Ashleigh, because writing the way you do there won't be a lot of people thinking you're some smart person trying to tell me something; I do try to give a proper impression of myself, and as you see, there are people answering adequately. I can cope with people like you, I just wanted to save your time, but apparently I wasted MY time trying to do so, which is a pity in my humble opinion. I hope your life is all going well and you're never depressed ever (of course you aren't, because it's just people taking coke and general psychopaths who are depressed at times, right? Big LOL to that by the way.) |